I’m a haole
A foreigner as they say
But my ‘ohana is Hawaiian in every type of way
I look at my keiki
and I wonder what will be
Will there be any Hawaiians here left to see?
Too much conflict in my head
Too much pain in my soul
Too much love in my heart
Where should it go?
All the shame that’s not mine
I feel the weight on me
When I look around the devastation I see
Loss of community
Loss of language to speak
Loss of over 2/3 of kanaka maoli
Stealing the ‘āina away
For their own greed
Too much conflict in my head
Too much pain in my soul
Too much love in my heart
Where should it go?
Too much conflict in my head
Too much pain in my soul
Too much love in my heart
Where should it go?
The same country that helped
My parents succeed
Is the same country
Who disregarded everything
They say that they are sorry
No reparations to see
When we speak ʻōlelo
People stop and stare at me
A plan from the start
They were able to succeed
Hawaiian is more than just a commodity
Too much conflict in my head
Too much pain in my soul
Too much love in my heart
Where should it go?
All the shame that’s not mine
I feel the weight on me
When I look around the devastation I see
The devastation I see